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| subject : | [The Roots]The Return to Innocence Lost |
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[Ursula Rucker] Muffled sound of fist on flesh ÁÖ¸ÔÀÌ ÇǺο¡ ´ê´Â Àç°¥ ¹°¸° ¼Ò¸® Blows to chest No breath Air gasps °¡½¿¿¡ ³¯¾Æ¿Â °ø°Ý, È£Èí ¾øÀÌ Çæ¶±ÀÓ »Ó You ain't nothing but white trash, bitch! ³Í ±×³É ÈòµÕÀÌ ¾²·¹±âÀÏ »ÓÀ̾ß, °³³â¾Æ! With each hit, each kick, each...broken rib ÇÑ ¹æÀÌ, ¹ß±æÁú ÇÑ ¹øÀÌ ³¯¾Æ°¥ ¶§¸¶´Ù.. ºÎ·¯Áö´Â °¥ºñ»À Crack, Crack! Bones are crying ½, ¼°Æ! »ÀµéÀÌ ¿ï¾î Mommy's crying and bleeding And pleading ¾ö¸¶´Â ¿ï¸é¼ ÇǸ¦ È긮°í, ±×·¯¸é¼ ¾Ö¿øÇØ And then... Daddy wants to fuck ±×·¯´Ù°¡... ¾Æºü°¡ ¼½½ºÇÏ°í ½Í¾îÇØ Dick hard, swelled with power rush ´Ü´ÜÇØÁø °Å½Ã±â, ¸ô·Á¿À´Â Èû°ú ÇÔ²² And as if all that wasn't enough ±×°Ô ÃæºÐÇÏÁö ¾Ê´Ù´ÂµíÀÌ Mommy's seven months heavy with birth ¾ö¸¶´Â 7°³¿ù µÈ ¾Æ±â¸¦ ǰÀº ¹«°Å¿î ¸ö As...Daddy grunts and cursed drunk nothings in her bloodied ear ¾Æºü´Â... ²þ²þ´ë¸ç ÃëÇÑ Ã¤ ¿åÀ» ÇØ, ±×³àÀÇ ÇÇÅõ¼ºÀÌ ±Í¿¡´Â µé·Á¿ÀÁö ¾Ê³× [singing softly] First...lullaby ù... ¾ÆµéÀÌ... First...Son...will...ever...hear ž¼... µéÀ»... ù... ÀÚÀå°¡... And never forget ÀØÁö ¸øÇÒ ÀÚÀå°¡ Mommy almost bled to death when she have him...finally ¾ö¸¶°¡ °Ü¿ì ±×¸¦ ³º¾ÒÀ» ¶§´Â ÇǸ¦ Èê·Á Á×À» »ÓÇß¾î She'd already lost...three ÀÌ¹Ì ±×³à´Â ¼ÂÀ» ÀÒ¾ú¾úÁö Uterus-bruised, shredded, and weak ÀÚ±ÃÀº ¸ÛÀÌ µé°í, Âõ¾îÁö°í, ¾àÇØ From being daily beat ¸ÅÀÏ ±¸Å¸´çÇÑ Å¿ÀÌÁö And Friday nights were the worse and... ±Ý¿äÀÏ ¹ãÀº ÃÖ¾ÇÀ̾ú¾î... Daddy never came with flowers ¾Æºü´Â ²ÉÀ» µé°í ¿Â ÀûÀÌ ¾øÁö Instead he spent hours at some corner spot ´ë½Å ±×´Â ¸ðÅüÀÌ¿¡ ÀÖ´Â ¹ÙÀÇ With some bar pop named Cookie Cookie¶ó´Â ¿©ÀÚ¿Í ¸î ½Ã°£¾¿À» º¸³ÂÁö Putting his thing down ¹°°ÇµéÀ» ³»·Á³õ°í Soiling Mommy's sheets with... ¾ö¸¶ÀÇ ÃµÀ» ´õ·´Çû¾î Sweet...talk shit, ´ÞÄÞÇÑ... ¾ê±â¿Í Cookie's cheap lipstick, CookieÀÇ ½Î±¸·Á ¸³½ºÆ½°ú Hair grease, sperm, and jezebel juice ¸Ó¸®±â¸§, Á¤¾×, ±×¸®°í ±×³âÀÇ ¾Ö¾×À¸·Î To hell with the good news that... óÀ½À¸·Î ¾Æ¹öÁö°¡ µÇ¾ú´Ù´Â... He was a father for the first time ÁÁÀº ´º½º µûÀ§ ÀÖÀ»¸®°¡ ¾øÀÝ¾Æ His thirst for wine and women ±×ÀÇ ¿ÍÀΰú ¿©Àڵ鿡 ´ëÇÑ °¥ÁõÀº Clouded his vision... ±×ÀÇ ´«¾ÕÀ» Èå·È°í... No warm welcome for mother and son ¾ö¸¶¿Í ¾Æµé¿¡ ´ëÇÑ µû¶æÇÑ È¯¿µÀº ¾ø¾úÁö Just... ±×Àú... The rank smell of ass-crack, funk, and cum ¶Ë±¸¸Û, ¾ÇÃë, Á¤¾×ÀÇ Áöµ¶ÇÑ ³¿»õµé »Ó But Mommy's prayerful strength-her best defense ÇÏÁö¸¸ ¾î¸Ó´ÏÀÇ ±âµµÀÇ Èû - ±×³àÀÇ ÃÖ°íÀÇ ¹æ¾î·Î She...burned the dirty linens ±×³à´Â... ´õ·¯¿î ¸®³ÙÀ» Å¿ö¹ö¸®°í Made a fresh bed »õ ħ´ë¸¦ ²Ù¹Ì°í Laid sleeping First Son down Àáµç ù ¾ÆµéÀ» ´¯Çû¾î And never made a sound ¼Ò¸® Çϳª ¾øÀÌ As she purged her scourge ±×·¸°Ô ±×³àÀÇ ºñ±ØÀ» With birth-blood and quiet tears ź»ýÀÇ ÇÇ¿Í Á¶¿ëÇÑ ´«¹°·Î Á¤È½ÃÄ×Áö Watching as her fears and love and sacrifice ±×³àÀÇ µÎ·Á¿ò°ú »ç¶û°ú Èñ»ýÀÌ Lie there in his soft skin and new life ±×ÀÇ ºÎµå·¯¿î ÇÇºÎ¿Í »õ·Î¿î »î°ú ÇÔ²² ´©¿ö Breathing, dreaming, fresh from God's eye ¼û½¬°í, ²Þ²Ù°í, »ý±×·¯¿î ½ÅÀÇ ´«¿¡ ´ã°ÜÀÖ´Â °É º¸¸é¼ Mommy's little survivor ¾ö¸¶ÀÇ ¾î¸° »ýÁ¸ÀÚ Like...her ¸¶Ä¡ ±×³à... °°Àº Mommy called crazy and scorned ¾ö¸¶´Â ¹ÌÃÆ´Ù´Â ¸»À» µéÀ¸¸ç °æ¸ê´çÇßÁö 'Cuz she two more born °ð ±×³à´Â µÑÀ» ´õ ³ª¾Ò°Åµç One boy soon after ³ªÀÌ Â÷ÀÌ ¾ó¸¶ ¾È ³ª´Â ¼Ò³â°ú The girl much later and... ±×º¸´Ù ´õ ³ªÁß¿¡ ³ª¿Â ¿©ÀÚ ¾ÆÀÌ... Although they were both sung the same lullabies of hate µÑ ´Ù ¶È°°Àº Áõ¿ÀÀÇ ÀÚÀå°¡¸¦ µè°í ÀÚ¶úÁö¸¸ Her...First Son, the first one ±×³àÀÇ.. ù ¾Æµé, ù ¾ÆÀÌ Whose...womb-world was profaned ÀÚ±ÃÀÌ ´õ·´ÇôÁ³´ø ±× ¾ÆÀÌ´Â Came of age playing street games °Å¸®¿¡¼ ³îÀ̸¦ ÇÒ Á¤µµÀÇ ³ªÀ̰¡ µÆ¾î With Stewie, Rezzie, and Little Brother Stewie, Rezzie, Little Brother¿Í ÇÔ²² ¸»ÀÌÁö 'Till his heart start to wither ±×·¯´Ù ±×ÀÇ ½ÉÀåÀº °íÅë°ú In pain and shame ºÎ²ô·¯¿òÀ¸·Î ½Ãµé±â ½ÃÀÛÇß¾î Blamed Mom for the wrong she let Daddy do to her ¾Æºü°¡ ¾ö¸¶, ±×¸®°í ±×¿¡°Ô Çß´ø ÁþµéÀÇ ÀÌÀ¯¸¦ And him... ¾ö¸¶¿¡°Ô·Î µ¹¸®°í.. Let...sins of the Father cause his Innocence to wander ¾Æ¹öÁöÀÇ ÁË´Â ±×ÀÇ ¼ø¼ö¸¦ ¾îÁö·´Çô Found out amongst thieves µµµÏµé°ú ÇÔ²² ³î°í Chose to squander his dreams ±×ÀÇ ²ÞÀ» ³¶ºñÇÏ´Â ±æÀ» ÅÃÇϰí Stopped believing in himself ÀÚ½ÅÀ» ¹Ï´Â °É ¸ØÃß¾úÁö Become prodigal with his life °á±¹ ¹æÅÁÇÑ »ç¶÷ÀÌ µÇ¾î¼ Make impossible shit right with... ºÒ°¡´ÉÇÑ Àϸ¶Àú ÇØ¹ö·ÈÁö... Gang-ties, crime, lies °»µé°úÀÇ ¿¬°á, ¹üÁË, °ÅÁþ¸» µîµî Erase wise, woeful words of Mother ¾ö¸¶ÀÇ Çö¸íÇÑ, ½½Ç ¸»µéÀ» Áö¿ì°í Replaced them with absurdities of others ´Ù¸¥ À̵éÀÇ ¾î¸®¼®À½À¸·Î ´ë½ÅÇß¾î Who had also lost their way ¿ª½Ã³ª ¹æÈ²ÇÏ´Â À̵éÀÇ ¾î¸®¼®À½À¸·Î Played a different kind of street game now ÀÌÁ¦´Â Á» ´Ù¸¥ °Å¸® ³îÀ̸¦ Çϱ⠽ÃÀÛÇßÁö First Son plunged deep Speak street-family vows ù ¾ÆµéÀº ÀÌÁ¦ ±íÀÌ ºüÁ®, °Å¸® °¡Á·ÀÇ ¸Í¼¼¸¦ Çϱ⠽ÃÀÛÇß°í Espouse no causes but his own ÀÚ½ÅÀÇ »ý°¢¿¡¸¸ ½Å°æ¾²±â ½ÃÀÛÇØ See, he couldn't protect Mommy's neck from Daddy's grasp º¸´Ù½ÃÇÇ, ±×´Â ¾Æºü°¡ ¾ö¸¶ÀÇ ¸ñÀ» Á¶¸£´Â °É ¸·Áú ¸øÇß°í Or...protect Mommy's ass from Daddy's wrath ¾ÆºüÀÇ ºÐ³ë·ÎºÎÅÍ ¾ö¸¶¸¦ ÁöŰÁö°í ¸øÇß°í Couldn't shield her ears from... ¾ÆºüÀÇ ´õ·¯¿î, ¼ú³¿»õ ³ª´Â Daddy's foul-mouthed, liquor-breath jeers ºñ¿ôÀ½À¸·ÎºÎÅÍ ±×³àÀÇ ±Í¸¦ ¸·Áöµµ ¸ø ÇßÁö His only defense-served be confidence ±×ÀÇ À¯ÀÏÇÑ ¹æ¾î ¼ö´ÜÀº ÀÚÁ¸½É Brown bottles housed his swift descent °¥»ö ¼úº´ÀÌ ±×ÀÇ ºü¸¥ Ãß¶ô¿¡ ÀÚ¸®Çß°í Phones called cops on block frequent for his shenanigans ±×ÀÇ ÀÌ·±Àú·± Àϵ鿡 °æÂûµéÀÌ Àüȸ¦ Çϱ⠽ÃÀÛÇϰí Now...Daddy and him twins in addiction ÀÌÁ¦...¾Æºü¿Í ±×´Â ½ÖµÕÀÌó·³ °°ÀÌ Áßµ¶¿¡ ºüÁ® Driven to false-hearted heavens and friends °ÅÁþµÈ õ±¹°ú Ä£±¸µé »çÀÌ·Î, ¾×Ã¼ÈµÈ By liquefied demons ¾Ç¸¶¿¡°Ô À̲ø·Á Had become what he despised from Conception 'til End ¼öÁ¤µÇ¾úÀ» ¶§ºÎÅÍ Á×À» ¶§±îÁö ½È¾îÇß´ø Á¸Àç°¡ µÇ¾î¹ö·È¾î Destined for a demise Á¾¸»À» ÇâÇØ°¡´Â ¿î¸í Survived nine lives of staying high ¾à¿¡ ÃëÇÑ ¸ñ¼ûµµ ¾ÆÈ© °³¸¦ ´Ù ½èÁö Conning, jewelry-pawning, arrests, theft »ç±â, º¸¼® Àü´çÆ÷, üÆ÷, Àýµµ Womanizing...only for money, never for sex ¿©¼º Æí·Â... ¼½½º°¡ ¾Æ´Ñ, µ· ¶§¹®¿¡ ¿òÁ÷¿´¾î Bullet in chest, baseball bat to the head °¡½¿¿¡ ÃѾËÀÌ ¹ÚÈ÷°í, ¾ß±¸¸ùµÕÀ̰¡ ¸Ó¸®¿¡ Èֵѷ¯Áø ÈÄ Left for dead Á×´õ¶óµµ ³²°ÜÁ® So, eyes wide and glassy ÀÚ, ´«µ¿ÀÚ´Â À¯¸®Ã³·³ Ä¿Áö°í Speech...slowed and slurred ¸»Àº... ´À·ÁÁö°í ¹ßÀ½ÀÌ »õ Lips twitched with caked-up codeine candy ÀÔ¼úÀº ´ÞÄÞÇÑ ÄÚµ¥ÀΠĵµð·Î ºñƲ¸®°í And mouth corners one December 24th ÀÔ ±¸¼®Àº 12¿ù 24ÀÏ (?) Mr. Hyde and False Friend Mr. ÇÏÀ̵å¿Í °¡Â¥ Ä£±¸ Took final ride to suburban supplier ¸¶Áö¸·À¸·Î µµ½Ã ¿Ü°ûÀÇ ¸¶¾à»ó¿¡°Ô °¬¾î Shots were fired by the gray man ȸ»ö ³²ÀÚµéÀÌ ¼ÕÀ» ¶³¸é¼ With shaky hand ÃÑÀ» ½î¾ÒÁö¸¸ But not shaky enough to miss... ÃѾËÀÌ ºø³ª°¥ Á¤µµ´Â ¾Æ´Ï¾ú¾î Hit...Lost Boy in back ¸ÂÃç.. ±æÀÒÀº ¼Ò³âÀÇ µîµÚ¸¦ So-called Friend runs for door Ä£±¸¶ó°í ÇÏ´ø ³ðµéÀº ¹®À¸·Î ´Þ·Á°¡ Leaves First Son blood-born ÇÇ ¼Ó¿¡ ž´ø ù ¾ÆµéÀº Lying alone in blood on cold floor Â÷°¡¿î ¹Ù´Ú¿¡ Ȧ·Î ´©¿üÁö Death was the cause of... Á×À½Àº ¹Ù·Î.. Returning to Innocence Lost... ÀÒ¾î¹ö¸° ¼ø¼ö·ÎÀÇ ±ÍȯÀÇ ¿øÀÎÀ̾ú¾î... Baby 'Sis awake for dawn on Christmas morn ¿©µ¿»ýÀº Å©¸®½º¸¶½º »õº®¿¡ ÀáÀ» ²£¾î To Mommy's sobs and shakes ¾ö¸¶ÀÇ ¸öÀ» ¶³¸ç ÈǽÀÌ´Â ¼Ò¸®¿¡ Daddy's silhouettes of regret ¾ÆºüÀÇ ÈÄȸ ¼¯ÀÎ ½Ç·ç¿§¿¡ All past, omitted, and absolved by lost ¸ðµç °ÍÀº °ú°Å, »èÁ¦µÇ°í, ¿ë¼µÇÁö As they clung to each other µÑÀº ¼·Î¸¦ ²¸¾È°í Knowing... ±×µéÀ» ¾Ë¾Ò³×... |
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